15.7.11

Goodbye Harry!

11 years ago, a friend walked up to me and asked, sounding excited : "Sherin, have you read Harry Potter?" I had not, and told her so. She continued : "It's a  great book, I'll lend it to you." The next day, as I walked home from school holding Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, 12 year old me had no idea that I was about to begin a journey with countless others, a journey which will end, for all of us, tomorrow.

I devoured the book. So taken was I by Harry and Hagrid and Dumbledore and He Who Must Not Be Named, I made my brothers and all my other friends read it. I was hooked. Hungry, I scoured my friend's list for people who had the other books, after finding out that three of them had been released by then. Like most people my age, until the fourth book, I did not read them in order, I read them as 2,4,1 and 3. And by the time book 4 had released, I had become one of the millions of children who pre ordered the book months in advance, spent hours discussing what would happen, got to the store the minute it opened and fought with my siblings over who would read it first. 

By book 4, Harry Potter was a legend. Pottermania was a recognized english word. There were debate groups, book forums, websites, chat rooms, book clubs and predictably, a movie franchise that has by now spawned unreported earnings, transforming the "Potter children" into multi millionaires before they were even old enough to sign on the dotted line without parental permission.

Harry and I lived and loved through our teens, faced different demons and learned that in the end, if you walk out with your head held high, ready to do the right thing, no matter what the consequences, victory can be yours. The last book released 4 years ago. But there was still the movie to come. Still a reason to wait. And tomorrow, that will be gone too.

 The frenzy surrounding the release of the 7th and final book was unprecedented. It holds the wold record for most books sold in a day, the figure being as high as 15 million copies. In one day. Not since the days of Beatlemania, or a certain Moonwalker has the world seen a phenomenon that gripped its imagination so completely, leaving even adults camping on the sidewalks to buy the books on opening day.

How does one say goodbye to that? I for one, do not know. Tomorrow, when I leave the theatre after having seen Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Part 2, a movie that stamps "the end" on something that has defined my growing up years, I doubt very much that I will be thinking about the movie. I will instead be thinking about the fact that my childhood is indeed, over. Harry and his world of magic was my one last excuse to hold on, and I will finally have to let go of a journey I began over a decade ago.I realize that like the child stars who are now poised, beautiful adults, I too have a last day scheduled to spend with Harry Potter.


No matter how old I get, I will always be a Pottermaniac. And if I get a chance, I will be one of those who introduces a generation yet to come to the world of Harry Potter. But for now, and for ever, it's over. A part of me ends tomorrow, a part that has lived with Harry, for 11 years. It began when we were both 12. I am now 23. And it is time. 

Thank you J.K. Rowling, for creating a memory which defines my childhood. Thank you Schez, for being the one who handed me that book all those years ago. And Harry? Goodbye.

3.7.11

You Taught Me

You taught me to win
and forgot to tell me
how to lose

You taught me to fight
and neglected to mention
when to stop

You taught me courage
what do I do now
that I'm afraid?

You taught me joy
where are you now
that the laughter stopped?

You taught me to believe
why didn't you tell me
that faith is blind?

You taught me love
then why do I
hate you for it?

You taught me to dream
and then set an alarm clock
leaving me awake and dreamless

You taught me hope
and never let me know
Pandora had opened the box twice

You taught me pride
Why aren't you here to help me up
Now that I've fallen?

You taught me beauty
and left out the part
about the thorns

You taught me to stand
I didn't know
You meant 
alone